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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

——— Bob Marley

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From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth
1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.
2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.
3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.
4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy
5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.
6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada
7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.
8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.
9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.
10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain
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darksilenceinsuburbia:

From 29 Satellie Photos That Will Change Your Perspective On Planet Earth

1. 53.0066°N 7.1920°E. Bourtange is a village with a population of 430 in the municipality of Vlagtwedde in the Netherlands. The star fort was built in 1593 during the Eighty Years’ War when William I of Orange wanted to control the only road between Germany and the city of Groningen. Bourtange was restored to its mid-18th-century state in 1960 and is currently used as an open-air museum.

2. 40°46’56”N; 73°57’55”W. Central Park in New York City spans 843 acres. That’s 6% of the island of Manhattan.

3. 41°23′27″N 2°09′47″E. Barcelona, Spain.

4. 5°26′15″N 12°20′9″E. Venice, Italy

5. 31.079844, -97.80145. In 2013, there were 923,400 home construction projects in the United States. Killeen, Texas.

6. 36.211001, -115.266914. The Desert Shores Community in Las Vegas, Nevada contains 3,351 units and four man-made lakes. Las Vegas, Nevada

7. 25°50′17″N 50°36′18″E. Durrat Al Bahrain will consist of 15 connected, artificial islands (including six atolls, five fish-shaped, and two crescent-shaped). Construction costs are estimated at $6 billion and the project is slated for completion in mid-2015. Bahrain.

8. 5°40′S 52°44′W. Clearcutting operations in the Amazon Rainforest of Para, Brazil branch out from one of the state’s central roads. Pará, Brazil.

9. 32.170890°N 110.855184°W. Tucson, Arizona.

10. 36.78234°N 2.74315°W. Plasticulture refers to the practice of using plastic materials in agricultural applications. This is visible in the plains and valleys of Almeria, Spain where nearly 20,000 hectares are covered by these greenhouse structures. Almeria, Spain

Jualan Timun

  • A: Rei, aku jualan timun loh, sekilonya 5ribu. Kalo mau beli bilang aja yaa..
  • R: Oke.
  • A: Timunnya ukurannya segini, bla bla bla.... (promosi)
  • ...... sekitar 20 menit kemudian
  • R: Mas Aji, aku beli dong timunnya 3 kilo yaa!
  • A: Eh, tunggu dulu, ada nggak ya, eh, saya tanya temen saya dulu yaa.. hehehe.. (panik)
  • R: -__-

It’s a Sunday afternoon

The rain falls lightly on my window

It was cold but when you smile

I feel the warmth inside of me

Little did I know you’re about to take my breath away

When you take my hand, look right into my soul and say

Let me be the one to share your dream

Be the one to fly you to the stars

Share your fears and wipe your tears to live in truth with you

Let me be the one to share your world

Simply be my one and only love

To have and to hold and to cherish for all my life

Yes I do

I’m so glad that you’re mine

And baby you’re the one for me

Every step of your way

I’ll be by your side

Forever I do

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we’re only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But now from way up here
It’s crystal clear
That now I’m in a whole new world with you

Import

  • Lagi-lagi kelakuan bos satu ini. Lagi ngomongin kerjaan.
  • S: gimana yang ini (bla..bla..bla..) bisa?
  • K: iya itu lagi dikerjain sih cuma agak lama aja soalnya ngehang terus, berat ngimportnya.. (dari CAD ke SketchUp)
  • S: wah wah..kalo gitu gausah di import, pake barang lokal aja..
  • K: ...
  • S: iyaa pake produk cibaduyut, gedebage, bla bla bla, jadi gausah ngimport
Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Mahatma Gandhi

"Gw punya kejutan buat lo! Bahkan gw sendiri aja terkejut.."
Ceritanya sweet mau ngasi bunga hidup biar nggak cepet mati, biar makin hari bunganya tambah banyak. Eh yang dipesen bunga matahari, padahal gatau bunga matahari pohonnya segede apa. Hahaha luar biasa memang satu ini. Abis itu nggak bisa berenti ketawa-ketawa.
Tapi tetep the sweetest thing I’ve ever got! This kinda made my day! :D
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"Gw punya kejutan buat lo! Bahkan gw sendiri aja terkejut.."
Ceritanya sweet mau ngasi bunga hidup biar nggak cepet mati, biar makin hari bunganya tambah banyak. Eh yang dipesen bunga matahari, padahal gatau bunga matahari pohonnya segede apa. Hahaha luar biasa memang satu ini. Abis itu nggak bisa berenti ketawa-ketawa.
Tapi tetep the sweetest thing I’ve ever got! This kinda made my day! :D
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"Gw punya kejutan buat lo! Bahkan gw sendiri aja terkejut.."
Ceritanya sweet mau ngasi bunga hidup biar nggak cepet mati, biar makin hari bunganya tambah banyak. Eh yang dipesen bunga matahari, padahal gatau bunga matahari pohonnya segede apa. Hahaha luar biasa memang satu ini. Abis itu nggak bisa berenti ketawa-ketawa.
Tapi tetep the sweetest thing I’ve ever got! This kinda made my day! :D
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"Gw punya kejutan buat lo! Bahkan gw sendiri aja terkejut.."
Ceritanya sweet mau ngasi bunga hidup biar nggak cepet mati, biar makin hari bunganya tambah banyak. Eh yang dipesen bunga matahari, padahal gatau bunga matahari pohonnya segede apa. Hahaha luar biasa memang satu ini. Abis itu nggak bisa berenti ketawa-ketawa.
Tapi tetep the sweetest thing I’ve ever got! This kinda made my day! :D
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"Gw punya kejutan buat lo! Bahkan gw sendiri aja terkejut.."


Ceritanya sweet mau ngasi bunga hidup biar nggak cepet mati, biar makin hari bunganya tambah banyak. Eh yang dipesen bunga matahari, padahal gatau bunga matahari pohonnya segede apa. Hahaha luar biasa memang satu ini. Abis itu nggak bisa berenti ketawa-ketawa.

Tapi tetep the sweetest thing I’ve ever got! This kinda made my day! :D

Put, kalo mau cari pasangan hidup itu mesti yang karakternya ada bedanya, tapi punya visi yang sama.

Prahastia, mahasiswa S2 psikologi, sobat sejak SD yang bentar lagi mau nikah :’)

To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, to draw closer, to find each other and to feel. That is the purpose of life.

from The Secret Life of Walter Mitty (via riantitiarasari)

Meracau.

Rasanya udah lama banget nggak ngepost di sini. Setiap kali mau pasti ujung-ujungnya malah nggak jadi entah kenapa. Kalo dipikir-pikir mungkin karena belakangan ini saya nggak bener-bener tau apa yang harus saya diceritain, entah sedih atau bahagia, kayaknya lebih tepatnya bingung deh. Kalo dibaca-baca lagi, saya inget banget kapan dan kenapa saya ngepost post-post itu. Post-post itu kebanyakan saya post karena memang saya merasa hal itu yang harus saya post saat itu (ini kebanyakan kata post deh). Kadang ngerasa iri, kadang nggak mau kalah sama orang-orang yang pada saat itu berada di keadaan yang sama dengan saya, lalu saya reblog post mereka karena saya tahu banget harusnya saya juga ngepost hal yang sama. Hal kayak gitu berlangsung beberapa lama sampai akhirnya mulai males sama pencitraan dan akhirnya berenti dan mencoba ikut senang aja sama kebahagiaan orang lain.

Sebenernya saya ngerasa kayak agak bullshit gitu loh kalo bilang kita nggak ngertiin diri kita ini maunya apa, apa yang diri sendiri rasain. Tapi gimana ya, saya juga sering banget ngerasa gitu. Parah-parahnya ngerasa dihkianatin sama hati sendiri, dikhianatin sama otak sendiri. Eh, atau otak menghianati hati ya? Ya pokoknya gitu lah. Kayak, “Udah tau begini, kenapa tetep dilakuin? Udah tau begitu kenapa malah melakukan ini?”. Pertanyaan-pertanyaan semacam itu yang sering muncul ke diri sendiri. Orang-orang sering banget bilang, “Ikuti kata hatimu!”. Tapi sekarang saya malah berada pada titik nggak bisa percaya sama hati sendiri. Awalnya sih ngerasa kalo otak ini selalu sotoy, selalu salah menerjemahkan maksud hati tapi ujung-ujungnya malah jadi mikir jangan-jangan hati yang salah.

Saya yakin banget kalo nggak punya alesan untuk nggak bahagia selama ini, termasuk sekarang ini. Allah, saya bahagia saat ini. Bahagia yang entah kenapa rasanya belum pernah saya rasain sebelumnya. Bahagia dari salah satu kejutan hidup yang nggak pernah terbayangkan sebelumnya. Bahagia karena untuk pertamakalinya merasakan tersipu paling dahsyat seumur hidup sampe nggak sanggup menatap wajah seseorang. Bahagia karena ternyata ada orang yang ngerti dan melakukan hal-hal yang saya mau tanpa saya pernah mengatakan apapun. Tapi satu hal, saya takut. Saya sangat takut kalau ternyata salah, takut kalo terlalu sotoy, takut kalo semua ini hilang nantinya. Saya pengen bahagia ini bukan lagi bahagia yang suatu saat ingin saya tinggalkan walaupun dengan penyesalan berkepanjangan, bukan lagi bahagia melihat fatamorgana di padang pasir dari kejauhan padahal sedang berada di lautan. Sesuatu yang selalu berusaha saya hindari, sekeras apapun saya menyangkal, tapi justru malah semakin mendekat dan menjatuhkan saya sangat dalam hanya dengan sekali hentakan. Sampai pada titik ini saya ingin menyerah, menyerah untuk bangkit dan menikmati ini semua karena saya bahagia. Saya bahagia, ya Allah. Mungkin saya egois, tapi saya mau kebahagiaan ini nggak akan pernah hilang. Saya mau kebahagiaan saya bukanlah kesedihan untuk orang lain, kepada orang-orang yang saya sayang. Saya mau kebahagiaan saya nggak memberikan dampak negatif pada apapun dimanapun. Saya mau setiap detik saya bahagia, setiap detik itu juga orang-orang di dekat saya bahagia. Terakhir, saya ingin bahagia tanpa rasa takut.